Believe in the Power of the Universe

Dear Friends,

In less than 12 hours, I will be on the limo to JFK, saying goodbye to nyc once again.  I came to nyc by will, left by stress, came back again by miss, now leaving again by obligations.

I don’t know what it is with new york.  It makes me want to leave every once in awhile.  Or maybe it’s nothing wrong with new york, but me, the me that wants to be at home.  Would all this instability go away if I just get my own place?  Renting an apartment makes it seem less of a deal of home, but more of a temporary stay.  Now I just want to go home.

My room is now pretty much all empty, except some water bottles and boxes and lastly the comforters and pillows.  By the time I come back next semester, hopefully it’ll still be the same, and hopefully, I will decorate it to be more like home.  That’s the other thing, IKEA furnitures aren’t really furnitures.  I need that Crate & Barrel and that queen size bed.

I will watch the new episode of Greek now instead of sleep.  Tomorrow I’ll take a shower and make sure EVERYTHING IS PACKED in.  This is once when my luggages are still semi-empty.  Happy 🙂

Bye friends,

Bye Carol, and Yici, and everyone else I didn’t see yet.

See you all in September, 

let’s hope by then, I’ll have some semi-concrete plan of my future.  *fingers crossed*